my dog is in so much pain and we r thinking about putting him down and my sister Anna shade is leveing in 5 day and God is just testing me if i can hanld it all and im trying to put up a fight but it is so had im crying and i cant stop.
this is the verse that is my faverit when i am down and so sad.

as the deer pants for streams of water,
so i long for you, O God.
I thirst for God, the living god.
When can I come and stand before him?
Day and night, i have only tears for food,
while my enemies continually tanut me, saying
"where is this God of yours?"
My heart is breaking
as I remember how it used to be:
I walked among the crowds of worshipers,
leading a great prosession to the house of God,
singing for joyand giving thanks-
it was the sound of a Great celebration!
Why am I discouraged?
Why so sad?
i will put my hope in God!
i will praise him again
my savior and my God!
Now I am deeply Discouaged,
but I will remember your kindness-
from Mount Hermon, the source of the Jordan
from the land of Mount Mizar.
I hear the tumult of the raging seas
as your waves and surging tides sweep over me.
Through each day the Lord pours his unfailing love upon me,
and through each night I sing his songs,
praying to God who gives me life.
"O God my rock," I cry,
"Why have you forsaken me?
Why must I wander in darkness,
oppressed by my enemies?"
Their taunts pierce me like a fatal wound.
They scoff, "Where is this God of yours?"
Why am I discourage?
Why so sad?
I will put my hope in God!
I will praise him again--
my Savior and my God!