im lost

so yesterday i had the best time of my life. well i dont about that but it was rilly far up there kelly and Kierra Morrison love me for who i am not what i do. like i told them a story about a tree and me and then a story about a deer that both of wich i was not to bright but its my life.




but now i sit here thinking about all thing i have done and all thing have yet to come in to play. then i got a phone call last night after i went to bed and i did not pick it up cuz it was not in my phone book. i deleted like 200 people in my phone this week that were not putting me up and i fell a sleep and i go on with life i thought but ones agen i was not rady for my year or life to be changed.




i woke up today way to erly but i woke up and called them back and it was a hospital and it went to the my friends phone wich i was not thinking was in there. when someone pick up it was Joe's H Dad. he was not one of my best friends but i saw him here and there. but Mr. h said what happened was he was on his way to a church thing with his soon to be wife. i dated her her name was hannah H. and a truck head to head hit them the guy was not killed but he was drunk and allot more thing then that but idk everything. but Hannah die and joe was close to death.

and i say to my self why dose god not want them to go to this Church thing and why did this happen when i had one of the best weeks of my life.



so i went there and i saw one of my old best frainds die just like that and it got me thinking that life is so shourt and why the gass ball am i just dinking arond



but im giveing this and ever thing to god cuz i love him more then i love anyone i no and i just wanted to him there when i go though good and bad times